and it scares me to hell.
All I can do is sit and watch, doesn’t matter how much I try to do, it just doesn’t stop. I wish all this would just STOP, I’m at my limit with hardly anyone to help me. No one understands me and I can’t get through to anyone else. I’m feeling pretty trapped right now, I’m struggling to feel happiness because I just can’t find it. I’m at breaking point with no one to reach out to.